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[Aug. 9th, 2007|03:11 pm] |
Whatever you do, wherever you go, and no matter who you are people will try and bring you down no matter what. The thing now is that I honestly won't be giving two shits about any of you that don't deserve it. I have been reading this book recently and it has opened my eyes and expanded my mind to all sorts of new outlooks on how I perceive things. From now on I'm going to look for the good in everything and not dwell on what I don't want in life. I'm going to try and look for the good in ever single person instead of instantly disliking them because of one stupid thing they have done in the past.
oh & fuck the pooooooooolice, for giving me a 182.00 ticket. such bullshit. |
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| I'm tired. |
[Jan. 25th, 2007|08:41 am] |
| [ | how i feel. |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | what im listening to. |
| | ludacris-roll out | ] |
Alright man, life has been way to stressful lately, and my birthday party is this weekend! :) Also Today I go to the DMV....this should be fun. |
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| Today is my birthday. |
[Jan. 16th, 2007|07:45 am] |
| [ | how i feel. |
| |  happy | ] |
| [ | what im listening to. |
| | NMH | ] |
Dgaf, I'm eighteen now bitches. |
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| hahaha |
[Dec. 3rd, 2006|11:15 am] |
| [ | what im listening to. |
| | regina spektor-$2.99 blues | ] |
My sister is a douche bag... Honestly, and she smells like road kill that has been boiling in the hot sun for 6 hours. |
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| hour after hour. |
[Dec. 1st, 2006|08:41 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my casa | ] |
| [ | what im listening to. |
| | coolio-gangsters paradise | ] |
I honestly can say that I'm pretty content with everything right now, I have amazing friends, real ones for the first time in my life. Some people just change and think they are too cool for school. I don't get how people I used to be so close to don't even call me from time to time to see how I am now. Maybe I got pretty bad with the whole partying thing, but hey it was an experience that I had to get out of my system. So I don't get how people who were my "BEST FRIENDS" could just drop me like that, Sorry I'm not a big 18 year old yet. In a month and a half I will be, and I also will be finishing school and getting ready for college, getting my life together, driving, and having wonderful company always. If you have talked to me you would realized the growing up I have done, but hey it's way chill cause I am surrounded by people who would support me through anything, the good and the bad, they would always be by my side if I need them. So to all my friends that I see often, I love you and thank you for being the wonderful people you guys truly are. I now know who I can trust and who will always and forever be my friends. DGAF on the other folks. PEACE. |
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| dgaf |
[Nov. 26th, 2006|09:58 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my room next to the tv | ] |
| [ | how i feel. |
| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | what im listening to. |
| | wolf parade-shine a light | ] |
So this weekend was amazing.
that's all I have to really say. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 24th, 2006|02:57 pm] |
| [ | how i feel. |
| | crazy | ] |
| [ | what im listening to. |
| | Haddaway-what is love? | ] |
ha ha if only you could see me right now, you all would laugh hysterically
and quite possibly even fall to the floor. |
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| &&& |
[Nov. 23rd, 2006|11:32 am] |
| [ | how i feel. |
| | content | ] |
| [ | what im listening to. |
| | Tilly and the Wall-Reckless | ] |
oh and I am painting again...that will keep my mind off some things.
I also might be moving to san diego in a few months to go to college, it's for the best.
I think that is the only way I will be able to focus. |
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| HAppy |
[Nov. 23rd, 2006|11:21 am] |
Today is Thanksgiving, time to stuff our faces with fatty foods.
also a time to see family, and friends of the family.
Today should be nice, Some fine wine sounds pretty delicious.
P.S.
I have known this some one for years and years, Last night, after not speaking for a few months, we had the most amazing conversations and he complimented me on everything. That's all I want is a companion that can actually hold and intelligent conversation with me, Talk about things for hours and have diffrent outlooks on things so we both learn a little more about each other everytime we talk. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 22nd, 2006|03:27 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my room. | ] |
| [ | how i feel. |
| | relaxed | ] |
| [ | what im listening to. |
| | of montreal-Wraith Pinned To The Mist And Other Games | ] |
I suddenly had a wake up call today, life passes by to quickly, and I'm going to try and be courteous to everyone by showing my true colors. Now I have hurt some people, I have done some stupid things, and I'm not taking anything back & I don't regret anything nor will I ever. But I have learned from every single experience, the good and the bad, and it has helped me to realize that I can be a wonderfully fun individual, by not letting peoples mindless comments and bullshit rumors get to me. I can treat people the way every human being deserves to be treated. I will not sink down to some peoples immature childish ways, I much rather talk things out and make peace with everyone. I truly believe I can be nice and treat everyone the way I would like to be treated, even if I have had problems with a few of you in the past. I'm ready for a new chapter in my life, a new beginning so I'm Sorry to anyone I ever put down, My life as of now is in for a change and it's for the better. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 21st, 2006|06:12 pm] |
On empty rings around your heart
The world just screams and falls apart
i woke up this morning realizing how much people take life for granted.
& maybe i have had someone all along, someone that does treat me good, and makes me smile when im down.
why does it take me this long to realize what i wanted was right in front of me the whole time.
damn I can be dumb sometimes. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 19th, 2006|07:54 am] |
| [ | how i feel. |
| | mellow | ] |
| [ | what im listening to. |
| | NMH | ] |
I'm starting to realize life is a rollercoaster, sometimes you're up and sometimes you're down and there are always a few twist and turns along the way. I am growing up and it's so pathetic to look and see people i used to hang out with, who still acting like they are freshman in highschool. Honestly, I'm not saying I'm better than anyone or more mature, I just think everyone needs to wake up and realize life is not just about partying, or hooking up with everyone, Life is about happiness and making the best of it...reality check: partying everyday was not getting me anywhere other than a rehab? I find more joy in going to school and working and then hanging out with a few friends after i finished stuff that needed to be done. But hey, that's me. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 9th, 2006|03:25 pm] |
I'm working at starbucks now, It's pretty chill.
I feel like I'm the only person trying to get my life together.
I have made up a few classes in the last few weeks by working my ass off to make up for me being a retarded freshmen and sophmore year.
then going to work.
it's way stressful.
But I have to deal with it, and I am. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 21st, 2006|08:55 pm] |
| [ | how i feel. |
| | excited | ] |
| [ | what im listening to. |
| | berlin | ] |
Interview at Starbucks tomorrow.
hopefully I get the job, So cross your fingers everyone. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 7th, 2006|09:00 am] |
| [ | how i feel. |
| | chipper | ] |
| [ | what im listening to. |
| | the doors- when the musics over | ] |
This weekend honestly was really good.
I saw some peeps i havent seen in awhile and
I'm enjoying life and I'm happy with the friends i have...
But I want to meet new people,
Travel to new places, and I need new adventures. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 31st, 2006|09:03 pm] |
| [ | how i feel. |
| |  blank | ] |
| [ | what im listening to. |
| | the doors | ] |
So basically i give up.
I'm so over sooooo many people.
I'm getting a new job.
saving up for a car.
and doing rop for cosmotology.
then saving up to move out.
cause i just cant do this anymore.
I can handle things on my own.
and i can't wait for that day. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 30th, 2006|07:52 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my casa | ] |
| [ | how i feel. |
| | amused | ] |
| [ | what im listening to. |
| | none i'm tired | ] |
all i know is she better watch her back.
caues i'm the only person who kept her ass from being beat.
well not anymore, she can hold her own. |
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| uhmm |
[Jul. 28th, 2006|08:39 am] |
| [ | how i feel. |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | what im listening to. |
| | presidents of united states of america | ] |
So basically I'm over trying.
She is a horrible friend.
thinks she knows everything.
And trys to make me look like a bad person 24/7.
I'm over that.
I'm only keeping the friends that like to hang out with me, that dont bitch at me 24/7.
that would be there for me when I needed them.
not ones that ditch me or think there better than me.
If these people were so mature I dont understand why they cant handle just talking to a person?
instead of saying oh I dont want drama.
cause I'm sorry but where ever you go, there is always drama somewhere, it's just the way
you handle it that makes you mature or not.
and if you cant even talk to a friend when you have a problem with them, then i guess that means
you dont care for that person.
on a happy note I think toms coming back tonight.
I'm stoked.
: ) |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 26th, 2006|12:44 pm] |
| [ | what im listening to. |
| | violent femmes | ] |
I'm very happy with life right now.
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